Find Ways

Little sweetheart, I found myself hearing something that I think you meant for me. It was this: “find ways to be kind”.

You are the example and embodiment of kindness, my little sweetheart. So filled with empathy and love and acting always to bring others to a place of safety and assurance. You found and saved me, after all. And even if I’m very nearly completely broken again in your absence, it is in these moments when I remember your great goodness or quiet myself enough to hear you that I can feel again your healing power. And when I act accordingly, when I do find ways to be kind to others, I sense your presence. May I always do so, my love, until we are reunited in The Forever.

Today, as I walked up to that little church I told you about, I resolved to write that very thing down as my offered prayer request. I always write and pray for you and for your guidance and my delivery home to you in The Beautiful New Place.

Today I added this:  “let me know that when I hear whispered words like these: “find ways to be kind” - that it is her (your) voice encouraging and guiding me. And that we will be together again and forever in just the blink of an eye.”

I needed to have that said aloud, little sweetheart, because I needed to testify. I needed to testify to your great goodness and commit myself to honoring and following you. You are my North Star. You are my conscience. You are my True One. Love you forever.