Some Holy Ghost...

Amazing, soulful, moving, perfect Low show last night in Brooklyn with Jason and Renee. After, we waited on the sidewalk until most everyone had gone and they were turning out the lights. Alan came out carrying his amp and I walked up and quietly spoke with him for a few moments to tell him how much their music has meant to Summer and I and all of us. He fucking hugged me. What a lovely man. God bless him and Mimi. Some music, that was "our" music, is just too painful to listen to anymore. But I will never stop going to Low shows. I know you were there, sweetheart. I could feel you. And we spoke your name like prayer...

Missing...

I get so very sad, my sweetheart, so very sad and miss you with all my heart and soul. I'm going out tonight with Jason & Renee to see Low play in Brooklyn and I remember how you and I had tickets to see them on my birthday that year but instead I found myself speaking at your memorial. I get so sad, my little sweetheart, and I miss you with all my heart and soul. I pray for us every day - that you are safe in The Beautiful New Place and that my time will come soon and I can be with you again and forever. I get so sad, sweetheart, and miss you with all my heart and soul. Please guide me and speak to me and come to me in dreams. Help me do the right thing. And please come and take me home to you soon. I get so sad, my little sweetheart, and I miss you with all my heart and soul...

Kissing...