I Know

Little sweetheart, I woke this morning from a dream with you. Few things these days make me happier than that. Even if I only sketchily remember the details, just knowing you have touched, visiting me in slumbers makes my heart soar. I hold on to the wonderful feeling all day. It gives me encouragement that I may be doing things right. Thank you, my sweetheart.

As I say, I don't remember with much detail what we were doing. I think we might have been grocery shopping and I remember that you were upset or worried about something. Nothing of terrible consequence, just some minor set back. And I was able to help figure things out and put your mind at ease. The dream had a sense of normality to it, a sense of our life together. The wonderful everyday that I remember so lovingly and gratefully and long for so intensely I can nearly touch it. I don't remember the details of the dream much more than that but you were with me and for that I am grateful today.

The last thing about this I'd like to add and tell you about, little sweetheart, is that my iPad was playing music softly from beside my place in our bed. I often go to sleep with the SOMA-FM app on, tuned into their ambient station, "Drone Zone". When I woke up, I said our prayer, little sweetheart, as I always do and then kissed your things laid out on your pillow on your side of the bed and said "good morning, little sweetheart" as I also always do. When I turned back to my side to get up, I heard a lovely little ambient piece playing there. I picked up the iPad to look at the title. It was called "I Know She's In There". Perfectly right. I know very well that you are.  With all my love forever...